I was feeling awful and I had too much to drink
  And I could only get a bit better if I just knew what to think
  I wanted to caress you and to hold you in my arms
  I wanted you to touch me while you strangled me with charms
  Raise your glass for love, for Julian
  I took you to my bedroom with just one thing to do
  And only seconds later you were me and I was you
  And in silence there together, with the moon born on that vine
  My mother woke me up and asked me whether I was fine
  This one goes out to you, my Julian
  You were too beautiful to look at and to talk with far too kind
  So all that's left is a picture of you scratched, inside my mind
  Raise your glass for love, for Julian, my Julian