do you know how much time it took you
  build the nerve to finally call you
  only to find out,
  that you had gone far away.
  there was something I held onto,
  you're gone, so what can I do?
  just to see your face
  would make it all ok
  you left me last summer (i wonder)
  is there something I forgot to say?
  now I am left here to suffer
  do you feel the same way?
  and now I find out
  that I can't make it here on my own
  so tell me when did I
  lose control?
  what have I done?
  you can find I'll be gone for a while
  every day I watch you walk by,
  and every sencond just seemed to fly by
  lost in the thought
  of you and I eternally
  crushed again I start to pray
  some day you will finally come back
  do you realize
  what you meant to me?
  (gone for way too long)