well, i don't wanna live, but i don't wanna die. bearing my cross while listening to lies. walking through life, sitting on a fence. my testimony seems so small, miniscual, and dence. why was i chosen when i'm one big crutch? why was i chosen when i think it's too much. why was i chosen when i'm one big crutch? why was i chosen when i think it's too much. act up! i don't wanna be the one who turns away, no. i don't wanna be like Judas who betrayed. act up! there's just one thing that i wanna ask, "Jesus in me, Jesus act up fast." well, i can't stand the thorns in my side. at least they keep me humble, while they tear at my sides. i feel like a chicken, the one who wimped out. hast the cock crowed three times or only just twice? i'm in this malitia, through the war has been won. acting in flesh, i must stop. it's all done. i'm in this malitia, through the war has been won. acting in flesh, i must stop. it's all done. act up! i don't wanna be the one who turns away, no i don't wanna be like Judas who betrayed. act up! there's just one thing that i wanna ask, "Jesus act up in me, Jesus act up fast." act up! i don't wanna be the one who turns away, no i don't wanna be like Judas who betrayed. act up! there's just one thing that i wanna ask, "Jesus act up in me, Jesus act up fast." i would die for what i live for. i've been doing it for years. though sometimes i seem to compramise by living in fear. what am i afraid of for God is on my side? more power in his stratagies. then dreams that i can dream to be more perfect, and precious. i love my Lord for giving me eternity and all are justly rewards. i don't wanna be the one who turns away, no. i don't wanna be like Judas who betrayed. act up! there's just one thing that i wanna ask, "Jesus act up in me, Jesus act up fast." act up! i don't wanna be the one who turns away, no. i don't wanna be like Judas who betrayed. act up! there's just one thing that i wanna ask, "Jesus act up in me, Jesus act up fast."